In retrospect my life has been an exceptionally notable story so far. I am sure I have had experiences that others can relate to and I am happy that I can participate in reminiscing in these memories. But have you ever wondered why God wanted us to experiences these things on our own?
Did we know before we were sent down to Earth if we could handle what was about to unfold; did we have so much trust in this Godly being that we knew we would not be left alone? Even so, this world is so chaotic that sometimes I forget about the trust I have in Him and feel left alone.
Were these experiences something so important that we needed to experience on our own. It is late but I can't help explore these thoughts as I lay here in my bed. The window is open with cool air coming in and finally the clouds have parted where they now reveal a couple stars.
Perhaps these stars are symbols from God reminding me of that untouchable trust I put in Him many, many years ago. I don't want this post to sounds like I feel alone. Because I don't, but I like to ponder these things. Simply that. I believe our hearts and minds are programed to recognize experiences (whether good or bad) as a faded memory we once had back when we lived with God.
If we dig deep down and meditate or consider that we once knew we would have many experiences, then perhaps that is when we find that our inner soul holds the trust that always resided. We must have had faith in our selves and hope that our inner soul will recognize that experiences are for finding that trust that has been hiding within our soul and to let it guide each experience.
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Yes, I feel it is a special gift from God.
I owe it to myself to rely on my inner soul.
Because long ago I chose trust.
Did we know before we were sent down to Earth if we could handle what was about to unfold; did we have so much trust in this Godly being that we knew we would not be left alone? Even so, this world is so chaotic that sometimes I forget about the trust I have in Him and feel left alone.
Were these experiences something so important that we needed to experience on our own. It is late but I can't help explore these thoughts as I lay here in my bed. The window is open with cool air coming in and finally the clouds have parted where they now reveal a couple stars.
Perhaps these stars are symbols from God reminding me of that untouchable trust I put in Him many, many years ago. I don't want this post to sounds like I feel alone. Because I don't, but I like to ponder these things. Simply that. I believe our hearts and minds are programed to recognize experiences (whether good or bad) as a faded memory we once had back when we lived with God.
If we dig deep down and meditate or consider that we once knew we would have many experiences, then perhaps that is when we find that our inner soul holds the trust that always resided. We must have had faith in our selves and hope that our inner soul will recognize that experiences are for finding that trust that has been hiding within our soul and to let it guide each experience.
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Yes, I feel it is a special gift from God.
I owe it to myself to rely on my inner soul.
Because long ago I chose trust.
